must update!!!

hehe...according the title must update..katenye la...hehe... last week me with housemate went trip to malaka and with other classmate.. so fun n so tired...everybody so happy..and other tell me someone jealous with trip...haha unprofesional.... do i can~~ haha...so childish... this some story which so yuck~ ~...benci benci benci benci!!!! org yg ckap besar nie!!! suke nk malu kan org..ingt ko tu bgus sgt smpai org lain follow ckp ko jer.... ehhh xkan la  psal sume tu aq nk jdi org bdoh jer... hello sume org ade perasaan la...thu x ade perasaan!!! sengal punye prempuan... dia ingt org dh baik2 ngn ko org suke kat ko...sorry to say ek...aq rse shu pon sme jer ngn die...aq still skit aty dgn shu... npe aq rse mcm tu.. jantan tu nothing special seh..nape aty aq b'debah2 bile nmpk dia...haiya~ ~ #trytakeoutthisfelling focus with stdy don't think want enjoy je ani... fight with feeling..cry if want..someday i feel i so down without love...someday i feel strong without love...cause hate be in love...i known love can be someone happy but i can't take it.... maybe someday or someone can bring up in love once again... this life if not have challeger is not fair right... eart is circle...has rounding 24 hours per day... every think we do must has good reason... this year 2012 i must be good in study n with everything i do... want be good friend... less be angry..huhu...    

luahan perasaan to friend

cume tanya p'dapat aje lorh...mgkin xptot la psal laki nk gdoh right??? ala bukan nye ade ciri2 yg aq nak la...rilex sudah.. luahan nie berlaku slepas m'dgr kate2 rkan kelas ku...just enjoy your life before it gone 4 ever dear...will study hard ok...ape doh~~ hehe... buang yg keruh ambek yg jernih ye ani...dgn nie azam 2012 ani nk jdi baik,xnk mrh2 org or panas baran...hehe..if i can la...ahhh tidakkk keje aq buku log xsiap lgi mlas lorh nk buat!!! bosan tul la... bila la nk dpat pakwe huhuhu.... boring...statement ke tu...hehe,,, pape jela..
ade org tu siap wat blog psal die ngn pakwe die...iuuttt...jealous lorh~~ sorry secret admire aq xthu ko dh lme knl die...sdih lorh bile thu... yg ade dlu dh kahwin agaknye,,,, nk crik yg baru..sape sudi kwan dgn ku????~~~!!!

back to study~~

emmm don't what to write la...
nak thu x aq sakit perut or cirit birit 3 hari...giler la...penat aq sampai xlarat nak buka mata... ari rabu tu la kitchen kelas mmng ari yg m'cabar la... ari jumaat tu aq ase teruk giler la..muntah2 la cirit birit lagi la..duduk kat toilet tu b'jam2..adehhh sangat letih dgn keadaan tu...kate doktor maybe aq alah dgn mkanan kot...mkanan ape?? jgn mkn bnde2 yg tenusu~~ lala aq perlukn sume tu la...
dlm minggu nie rase lain la...xtahu la nape...kepala suke pkir bukan2...adakah syatain sedang m'hangsut ku ke jln yg k'hncuran kpda kwan2 ku... aq rase diri aq mcm lain sgt... npe 'mamat' muncul dlm hdup aq dan syud..npe msty aq jealous lau dia lbih rapat dari aq... nape aty aq b'bunga2 nmpk muke dia...smpai aq xblh tidur... dugaan nie sgt besar bagi ku ya Allah... aq betul2 suke kat die ke.. entah aq dh lame tinggal dunia couple...bila nak mula semula tu mmng takot kcewa balik.. seronok je tgk org lain couple... sume org mampu carik bhagia dia sndri...emm stduy mmng penting...aq confuse dgn diri aq sendri...aq xthu nk cerita msalah aq kat sape dan nk mulakn dgn ape... sememang aq syg ngn kwan aq yg sorg nie... kdng2 tu aq suke pk negatif la... dia ke aq yg dh byk b'ubah??? aq xthu la.. mnusia mmng cm tu agaknye..jalan p'yelesaian ye ape ye??
tanye la kpda pakar~~~ hehe....
stduy sem 3 nie jadual sgt padat ye... kena buat projet the biggest wedding cake in the world seh... wahhhh sgt m'cabar.. the challegest has be begin...good luck dear...